What can YOU say in six sentences?
I never meant to like him. Well, that's a lie. At the beginning, it didn't matter yet because I hadn't Facebook-stalked him so I didn't know about the girl he's dated for almost five years.
After that, I tried my best: listed reasons I should not like him, avoided alcohol whenever he was around, tried to hide away and do my own thing. But he's always there, in class or doing homework or texting me or laughing at my ridiculousness or giving me rides home or going to the same parties, and I can't ignore the fact that my feelings for him have grown.
If he's dating her, why is he always hanging out with me?