i remember, when i would walk down to the grassy corner of my backyard and i would sit down waiting.
you would come behind me, wrapping your arms around my waist and pulling me into a hug, we would lie on the grass with the sun beaming down on us, time and shadows passing us.
i would count the freckles on your arms slightly tickling you and you would laugh, slightly russling my hair, we would stay there forever, occasionaly bringing out small snacks and drinks, to picnic under the clouds with. my dress would whisp around, as i spun on my tiptoes, feeling as light as the leaves falling from the trees, eventually i would fall, landing with a thud in the softness of the grass, and when i finally opened my eyes you would be there, smiling above me , the sun lighting up behind you, and i imagined my heaven to be like this, you being my angel , made up of these moments.
we would eventually leave, regretfully, slowly, and life would go on with everything changing around me. eventually you would come over less and less and our lives would carry on, but i still go out to the corner and wait for you, just on the off chance that one day
you might show up again..