Today I sit her, in this blue recliner again, & thinking about how nthe New Year will be better.
I lost a majority of my hearing last March, so 2009 was officially the worst year ever for me, & if this chemo works, 2010 will be the best ever.
It is amazing how one's plans can be drastically changed, like for instance, I had plans to go to Elko, Nevada this Labor Day to see friends & get a job in a cow camp, but it is hard to do those things when you can't hear words or have balance problems.
If things did go as planned, I would be flying a fighter Jet for the Air Force & have the perfect family.
Now as it is, I can't ride Pardner to some of my favorite places or do the things I want, but I am learning the difference between want & need.
I am also learning that this is nobody's fault that I am like this & at least these tumors are benign.
This story has no morals, other than the fact that plans CAN change, whether we want them to or not.