im alive but barely breathing, are you happy now?
im falling apart, you threw me away, i know you didnt mean to, you always used to say how much you loved me.
im here, im sure of it. can you just see me, im fading quickly, i can feel it. i shout your name at the top of my lungs, but you dont respond, your to busy, always to busy
stop pretending everything is ok, save me, i need you, save me, please.
you used to whisper " i love you " into my ear, you dont do that anymore, your voice is hard and cold, as each day passes i fade away some more, but you dont notice, was everything you said a lie?
i'll hang on for another day, trying to grasp at you, your the only thing saving me from sinking, but i can't grasp you, you wont let me, you shrug and tug, pull away.
i'll hang on for one more day, just to see what else you'll throw away,
but then im gone, will you miss me, will you notice, when i close my eyes, your all i used to see but that doesnt mean anything anymore, you were everything, but you grew tired of me, the shine wore off, i became dull and lifeless, you dont need me anymore and suddenly i feel so free.
my feet dont touch the floor , im not really here anymore, i float and i can see everything,
its all so clear now
i've never felt so alive.