I miss Michelle. Well, I want to miss her but the truth is I feel guilty because I don't miss her much at all. The real Michelle seldom shows her face anymore, and when she does , it's painful to see how damaged she's been by her illness. Her illness has damaged us all in fact, but I try hard to remember that it is she who suffers the most. We sent our daughter to live with her grandparents, because our family couldn't bear... I couldn't bear the oppression of living at the mercy of Michelle and her disease, not after she stabbed me. Its not her fault anyway, the Bipolar runs in the family .