I lost that girl somewhere. She was careless and carefree and reckless and, no, wait, reckfree is not a word; but if it was, she would have been all of that too. In retrospect yes of course I admired her, loved her even, if only she'd known that. The turn of her neck, whisking her hair past me, across her eyes, so that I saw her face only in flickers as she smiled, on her way through to somewhere else. Fleeting, fun and gone.…

Are you an intellectual or a poet, a novelist or a playwright, Gemini? The celestial energy leaves you alone with your anxieties and questions. You are sure of only one thing - words are the friends you've decided to spend the rest of your life with. This is a kind of dream and challenge that corresponds with your Gemini identity. Get to work. You'll find your vocation and passion in your writing.

My horoscope bodes well for the rest of the day!

yeah thanks for chatting with me today for a whole nineteen minutes really appreciate the effort;

thanks for telling me that you were pissed off with the choices you'd made because now you had to live with your in-laws or in a poky small flat with her and your baby and not even thinking for one fucking microsecond that i might want to hear that some small tiny part of your pissed-offness might…

I think I am safe still, safe from being drawn back in to actively yearning for you. You log in on your "secret" ID, known only to me, just so you can chat with me. I sort of want to be just friends now, but I still want you to lose your reason over me. Among other things. So you grow hard as you pick up on my inneundo, your pants bulge in your mother in law's study while you talk to me and then you tell me it is only your cock taking over your…

For someone who always said that her own opinion mattered more to her than other people's, she sure spent alot of time seeking affirmation.

For someone who claimed immunity to charm school chat-up lines she sure ended up on her back with a lot of guys who were all talk.

For someone…

STOP PRESS!

here's another piece over at sleep.snort.you know the rest ;)

I have a new story over at new wave vomit (I know, I'm getting about a bit!) which is run by Ana C who also designs all the weird and…