What can YOU say in six sentences?
callan has not received any gifts yet
Wednesday night: I did not enjoy my salad. I stared out at the flat sea, the cold night.
The high school band walked by, they wore track suits and talked on cell phones.
It is already to late for the highschool band, they have no chance.
I felt bored by you, which is hard, it is hard for me to feel bored.
Friday is my Monday. People walk in and they walk back out, they have many questions but do not listen to a thing I say. There are stairs in the center of this building…… walk up them go on up to the top floor. Walk out on to the veranda look below into the clear blue pacific; see the orange fish darting fast below the surface? They are the state fish and unrelated to the goldfish.
The fish hate you.
The day is beautiful and the beauty is oppressive.
Every breath every action feels wasted.
I feel cramped and undone, unseen, unheard.
You let me go so easy, why? It wasn’t worth the effort. I am still here
I am eating ice cream walking down a winter street in paradise
Where are you?
Things are things :
I could break free
but the burden of these mistakes
these lost hopes
these broken plans
is a weight I drag with me
for now and for ever
there is no freedom
no deeper insight
the meaning is
the base survival of men