I choke on the words whenever I try to tell you how I feel.
They tend to get lost in the shuffle of my confusion.
Do you love me, like me or just plain hate me.
How do you feel about me?
Am I worthy of your charms, deserving of your love?
What must I do to make you love me?

He told her he wanted to see her ; that he needed her near.



She spoke in monotone not really affected by his plea of

neediness.



Like a robot she coddled him and told him that things would be ok.



A smile escaped his sorrowful face as he laid there in her arms.



"I love you." rolled off his tongue and through her ears, but she did not

hear a sound.



Too busy thinking of ways to end this endless cycle of unbalanced

emotional bank… Continue

This was something I had written about a year or two ago, thought I share it.





When my mother complains to me about when I'm going to settle down and get married I always



sigh and tell her, "Momma it's not my time yet." She snares at me and inside I laugh



because I find it funny how mamas tend to want to ship their old daughters off to



marriage land. I think about that old wedding dress that my great great grandmother wore



way… Continue

Told myself to leave you alone, that I was through with you,but we both

know it's not true.



Wanted to see you again after saying that I hated you, what can I do to get rid of you?



My heart is tied and my mind has lied for so long that it hurts to realize the truth in us.



Turning around to see you right in front of me makes me wonder if i can after all this time just walk away.



Constantly replaying the words in my head to finally quit you is… Continue

She sat quietly in her chair waiting for his call. It was bad enough that she had left him a bunch a messages full of poetic words of love. Why wasn’t he picking up the phone? Millions of impure thoughts flooded her mind and quickly sent bolts of anger throughout her body. She dialed him again for the last time before giving up. This time he answered and that bolt of anger turned to a ray of sunlight.