What would you do when the one who is supposed to love you fades away when you need companionship, kind words, a strong heart?

When you look at that person with longing and loving eyes, when you reach out, grasping at air whirling around you like a storm.

What would you do when you search for comfort but find yourself in desperate stillness when you thought - NO - you KNEW this connection, this togetherness would be your endless spirit, soul?

Could you look that…

As the sky darkens and an icy chill begins to fill the air, we look to nature's color to appease thoughts of winter.

Trees shed once again, after displaying golds and reds worthy of photographs, ooos and ahs.

Seasons make their circular way without fail, yet voices of pending doom can be heard in anticipation of what comes next.

Today, I glanced out the same window through which I have enjoyed the sight of birds perched on their nests, the calming of the wooded expanse…

If you are like me, there is an ease within the state of happiness; I can tell you exactly why that euphoria, the blissful joy is with me, and I am always grateful.

When sadness intervenes, though, I want to run in the opposite direction, or I did in a previous life.

I understand our challenges and most importantly, how we manage those, the way we choose to detail them in our lives, are the lessons we all face, but I still find a deep desire to dissect the emotions, to get to…

I fear invisibility, but I'm not sure why.

Now that I consider it, isn't being invisible totally easy, carefree?

To be completely lost among the masses of noise and sweat, the freedom to stay - or go - without uttering a sound.

I can be with thought and smile to myself while no one watches; I can hum a tune and dance around them, not conjuring a glance.

So what is there to fear, really?

I have just discovered this wonderful completeness - in being…